Memories consume like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume I'm safer in my room. Unless I try to start again

Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more than anytime before

I have no options left

I don't want to be the one who battles always choose

Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit tonight